I skipped this one tonight, but I didn't want to leave it blank, so I put a picture up that I had planned to a few days ago. But then I drew another MoJF. So that means I'm doing 3 MoJFs tonight. Call it a make-up for lost MoJFs. I decided a long while back that I'm not going to sweat skipping MoJF for weeks. I'm working like a madman, really I am. And this check that came through should tell you something: I'm fucking broke-assed. I skipped payment on my credit card from which I am getting a $1,000 cash advance so that I can pay off other credit cards. FUCK! And to top it of, the Mofo Dept. of Education thinks it wants it's fucking cash back now. Well fuck them. I can barely pay rent. I will soon have equal credit card debt and student loans: $15,000 each. That's a total of $30,000 in case you're counting. And no I didn't add a few extra zeros. No job, no money. Do you have a better idea on how it's supposed to work? All I can tell you is that the degree is worth it if I don't go bankrupt, but not otherwise. I could have bought the books and taught myself in two years what they slowly taught me in four. A degree get you a job? I don't think so. Your knowledge and experience will get you a job. Where do you get experience? A job. See the circular logic? Well, they expect a person to get experience without a job. Think about it. So you can see my check to the D of E that cleared. Justice will be served to them no matter if I pay or not. But not to me. Justice to me can only be served if I pay these fucking debts. My mom wonders why I have panic attacks every fucking time I look at the classifieds or when I balance my checkbook.